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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Disappointed!

OPPS, suppose to have econs lecture now but i woke up late :p Nvm, at least i have time to do gp. But i cannot find articles related to my group's topic. Nicholas, how come you can find so many articles?!

I wonder what is my brother doing in gold coast now.. Having his maths lessons? HAHA. Ah yes, my that clever brother is away for Maths Olympiad. 11 days of peace ^^v. He is damn clever can. I can never get a distinction for such things, let alone going overseas for competition. LOL.

Last thing, EVERYONE IN 09S05 IS PROMOTED! (: Happy happy happy.

My dear girl, everything will be alright (: Take a break first and concentrate on your priorities now. Don't worry so much, yah :D

I know i shouldn't stereotype but i don't understand why most of them are that possesive and always expect us to forgive them for whatever things they had done wrong BUT not the other way round. Some even like to control us and just get angry when we do not do what they said. Just why do they like to be the dominant creatures? It's scary to know that they will change before and after they got us. It's no longer the sweet and caring person we know before; but a possesive and petty one after. But i have to say, what i am saying here does not apply to all. Just some of them out there. But just this small group, it has totally changed my perspective, from bad to worse. They are such a disappointment, especially when they lie.

Ok, i am going to bed again. Going to school at 10plus for bio lecture. Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!

2 months..

Tagggs

Benson: Eh don't play play with back aches. Like quite long already man. Don't think it's muscle strain lo. Better go get it checked just to be safe. Ok?
RYL: Ok, after my dance trip if it still hurts.

anonymous: Don't do strenous stuff and take care of your back? :)
RYL: I will try.

ruishan: take care babe! :)
RYL: Thanks :D

Natalie: aiyo cheryl cheer up girl! don't be so emomozo! You'll be fine love, dancedance and shop! (;
RYL: HAHA, yes we should go shopping. This friday after dance ok?


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Happy; unhappy

Happy, cause mr sum is happy with the dance progress :D
But we need alot more practices. Jiayou, people.

Unhappy, cause i get alot of blisters, blue-blacks and last but not least, my back ache.
It's not getting any better :/
I hope it is not smth serious.

Argh doing bio now. YES, BIO. I have bio tutorial tmr. Not because i want to do it oh. I don't even understand anything about this topic. So confunsing. lac Y, lac A, wth man. So many things to rmb.

Tagggs

tms: replied =P
RYL: =.=


Thursday, November 12, 2009

I simply love my pw group

Haha. I am serious. Not joking ok. We are efficient; always hand in our work on time; always have fun; close to zero or a few disagreements. I feel so lucky to have such groupmates, but of course, not the teacher. He can't fit to be a pw teacher. Like seriously.

So today, we met up at Fela's house to practise for op. Joyce and Japhia were there too. While waiting for lai sa, we watched tv and sang k all the way till 6plus. LOL. Practising our vocal mah. Ok luh, sharon and i did a bit of pw after dinner time haha.

Yawns, i feel like sleeping but then i am talking about the past with my senior, Sean. LOL. Idiot, always say i talk back to him. But i was so guai last time. Hmm at least during sec 1 luh. I think he will rmb me as his ''most guai lan junior''. TSK.

Tagggs

Benson: Fierce :/ Your blog post. Got alot of flame xD See already my eye ball burning
RYL: HAHA. blame it on that disgusting idiot.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Bio olympiad was brain exhausting. Had a fast op dry run before Haris and i rushed off to meet ms liow. And started my bimbotic day with the 2 guys cause Sharon didn't go NTU with us. Yes, i was the substitue for the bimbo. And that 2 assholes kept laughing at me. All they can tell me was ''you are pretty mah'' -.-

The bio paper was a killer. HAHA all MCQs, but what i have in my brain was 5% of the topics tested. I didn't prepare for it; no lessons unlike other jcs with don't know how many hours set aside for this olympiad; how the hell can we even compete with the other 200plus students luh. Nvm, i am aiming for HIGH PARTICIPATION HAHAHA, right Haris? :D

Ok, i just can't stand this particular disgusting guy. Act as if he is mighty and all. Still can say alot of bad things about girls as if he is such a perfect guy. Come on luh, stop your disgusting opinions about girls. You know nuts about us. All those so called girls you know are those sluts that will want to 'attract' you. So to sum up, you only know about sluts!

Tired alr, night people!

I want to forget about you.

Tagggs

Benson: Lol a private blog perhaps? Either that or Labrador park that place is ulu enough
Benson: Never reply me ):
RYL: Opps sorry, haha. Don't need so ulu luh.


Sunday, November 8, 2009

I WANT AN ICE CREAM ^^

All i wanna know is that you are fine.

Tagggs

passer: start writing in a new blog and dont bother to link or tell your frens. there are just something you want to keep it to yourself, and keep it that way. cheers
RYL: Yes i will (:

anonymous: Hey, give yourself a break from dancing if your back hurts. Take care
RYL: Thanks for your concern (:


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Secret.

I want to have my own secret place. Somewhere, where people will never find it. Somewhere, where i can write anything that i like. Somewhere..

Don't know what's wrong with me today. Totally not in the mood to dance. And i must stop crossing my leg! Bad for my back. It's hurting again. Damn it.

Going to bed now. Not really in a mood to do anything. GOODNIGHT.

I remember your smile.
I remember your voice.
I remember those fated incidents,
that brought us together.

Tagggs

Benson: Let's go to elias park, we scream together and play hide and seek :)
RYL: HAHA, sure.

ruishan: Dance is a good remedy! :) It'll work, you'll be fine haha ^^
RYL: (:

allyy: yeah, everyone needs a shoulder to cry, a need a man.
RYL: Yeah, i need you. HAHA. Move on, alyah. He is not the best guy out there.


Monday, November 2, 2009

Time to face the music.

No point considering your feelings. I gotta be harsh and let you face the reality. No point saying i'm sorry cause i know you are sick and tired of hearing it. Countless of it. I hope you would think through what i said earlier on, cause i'm serious about every word i told you. You won't give up, but i won't give in either.


I'm really, really, really tired. People may think i'm going through a series of stressful moments due to pw and dance. But no. I know things ain't simple as it seems. Evil thoughts simply refused to move away from my tired soul. I am sinful. I blame it all on my evil self. Jealousy, envy, anger, sadness, what's next?


Here it goes again. My tears are flowing as i am writing this post. Thank you, for having such talks with me. I often find it hard to share my thoughts with anyone. Not even my loved ones. But i'm glad you are one of those that i can talk to in times like this, though i'm not telling you all of it. Still, thank you very much.


I wish to see you everyday.
I hope we will talk one day.
My desire is growing,
but yet my hatred is not leaving.